DAMN, I hate the feeling. SO what if people knew? SO what? you are always on top of the world scoldin me, so what? DOn you know I hat you, ALOT. You always thought you are ther best, BUT YOU ARE NOT THE BEST!! You are just A stupid dumd ass fucking DOG. I nhate you more gthan anything. SO what???? It's my likfe, i can do whatever thing I wanted to. Thre's no need for you to borther me!
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you know what??????
I really really HATE you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
you stalk my life!!!
i hate you so much that i can't even describe!
sometimes, i feel that maybe you still cares about me.
BUT every time i had that thought you just kills it right away.
either you add something like Khan?
everything you care about is him~!
I still remember when you told Ibellin that mei mei like to eat this so cook more.
I'm so happy you know?
but then i heard that it's all because you was afraid that i might finish everything AND YOUR PRECIOUS LITTLE SON HAVE NOTHING TO EAT!
EVERYTHING HE DID WAS TOTALLY RIGHT!
EVERYTHING I DID WAS WRONG
I KNOW EVERY1 LOVES HIM MORE
BUT CAN'T TOY ALL KNOW I HAD FEELING TOO????
so what if i din get good marks??
life wasn't just about being rich, smart or pretty.,
there are always something more!!!
I know I am FAT!!
but you don need to keep on telling and telling and telling.
I HATE EVERYTHING.
Y can he do everything thing without getting scolded.
why must i always follow him??
y??
y is he so perfect that i can even be 1 percent like him.
y the whole family, all my friends, every1 that i knew thinks that he's such a nice and perfect little person.
why can't anyone!!! ANYONE!!!! understands how i feel.
I live in horror.
I know i am more fortunate compared to others.
but sometimes, i just wish to be BLIND, DEATH, or Orphan.
I know I'm fat.
I'm not that clever.
I know everything.
I just can't take it any more.
you thought i don wanna be perfect.
you thought i don wanna be any thing you've said???
but i just couldn't... just couldn't.